Struggling

It’s very hard to let go of anger.  I’m having such a hard time trying to stop being so annoyed with that person who blew me off.  I don’t get it. How can people be so blind to their actions?  How can they think that whatever they do is perfectly fine.

I’m trying so hard to improve myself. Trying to find a place that I feel emotuonally comfortable in for awhile.  I told a friend that I was surprised to see so many people with utter lack of integrity. I wondered what had happened to people or have I really matured so far that I’m just seeing how common it really is?

Not sure where to go from here.

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Fuck you people without integrity!

You know, I’m getting real tired of being stood up.  Is it really too much to ask for a simple text “sorry, can’t make it”?  Am I worth so little of your fucking time that this is the world biggest fucking chore?

This is the 3rd time someone has done this to me.  Although one of them still has an opportunity to redeem themselves because it is entirely possible something really important just literally came up and needs attention.  Hey, I get that.  It’s just that if you can’t find the time to text me the next day, then fuck you and your lack of integrity.

I just don’t get people like this.  If you can’t follow through on plans, then just don’t fucking make them!