No, not quite the accumulation of all previous posts. Still working that out. This is about unstable people.
It’s still hard for me to grasp the idea that a mature adult, with multiple kids, significant life experience, still can’t have an adult conversation when something happens.
Today, I have lost a friend(s). Sadly one half of that group has zero issues with me, understands me and knows me on a more real level. It’s the significant other half that has some sort of past issues that can’t be bothered to deal with it. An event they never, ever dealt with and now takes it out on others without a single, mature thought about it.
So to those types of people, fuck you. I got better things to do with my life rather than even considering trying to solve such a situation. You talk a good game but it seems that it was all fake and our friendship meant nothing to you to begin with. Fine by me. I’ll move on as I don’t have those issues. Not interested in dragging it out. OH I’ll vent here, get it out but that’s part of the whole ‘letting go’ process.
Too bad about your kids though. You’ve already showed them how not to do things and this….this will only add to more spiritual damage. A lack of perspective that they could have otherwise learned and grown from. I feel for those kids but that’s their lives.
So, best of luck in the future and try not to wonder too hard why you have so many issues when you have such a poor outlook on life.
This…..this will be a rant.
Seriously. You just ramble on with stupid observations and idiotic questions. You know something is in one of those boxes but you are not sure if you should open the box you currently have. What the hell do you want me to say? “Oh no, don’t open that box, its full of bad mojo!” Just open the fucking box and see it had the stuff you are looking for!
You repeat the most inane things. You have told me no less than 5 times this one fact. Pointless and obvious at the same time. Seriously, I am being mentally drowned in less-than-mediocre conversation. There is no enlightenment here. There is no stimulation here. I am the only one that brings any kind of laughter into this relationship and I’m tired of it.
You never ask if I’m in the middle of something. How the hell can I possibly pay attention to what you are saying if you never consider that I might be doing something important and woulda like to hear what you are saying but you never, ever think I am occupied. Over a decade later and you still don’t know my basic persona? Fuck.
Fuck me. You said you were going to take a shower, you know I was trying to watch a video and you are still fucking babbling on. I just want to scream!
Here is why I don’t like organized religions.
I was having this conversation with the wife of a minister. The topic of attachment came up and I said I think the Buddhists got it right on the topic. This was her reply:
“Oh the buddhists don’t want you to be attached to anything, or whatever…”
Really? That’s your grand understanding of Buddhism? Guess who I just classified as ignorant….